the call

So you call finally

Its been months and years
desperately seeking a way out
knowing after all you wouldnt forget about me
and you did

You did, I simply wasnt ready to understand
but the call is so alike you
screw you, nothing else to say
Im so over you, over this,
nothing matters anymore

thougth I was about to get crazy mad
such a rage, earthquake 9 grade
every road inside me went broke
nobody survived
Im empty

Jesus, How could I made you see?
I was become so useful thing whenever you wanted to
If everybody turned against you
I was there for you, against them, against my own conscious
Loosing myself, crashing against the world
and the wounds were up to me,
never allowing you to look at them,
wounds were for free, me a gift
Only,keeping that memory of your smile
enough to the bones, knowing you were happy
If you were lost, i was the bridge
it was nothing you could walk all over me
behind my distorted eyes, I was looking at you from a dream
eyes closed, sleepy reasoning
so alike to love

screw you! and everything
Have said enough lies to myself
You are not the innocent criture you told them so
frozen, selfish heart taker
cant you see life is a both ways path?
someday you must give something

Now you call, seeking for understanding
screw you!
seeking for someone to keep cheering up at you
why dont you call your momma instead?

Dont fool yourself, Im not mad anymore
Im so over you,
Im just amaze with all this nonsense show of you
Your account is finally closed my friend
and Im about to flew
disappear, erase from your records
helpless task is survive understanding you
filling up your atention desire

There is nothing left to take away from me.