shells

sand.
we sat on the sand. we look at the beach
we look were the ocean fades away
I stare at you
your face dont stare back at me
but your eyes are lost and fading like the ocean
you do some moves, annoyed
still holding your lips tight,
keeping that image strong, tough enough
angry and rageous like usual
In a continuous battle against tousands of ghosts
I cant see

Irritated, furious, yet calm.
impassive leaving your hopes wrapped
in the mistery of the space and time coming to last
But today enjoyable, only this afternoon sun hours
without leaving a promise for tomorrow

Ocationally you stare at me briefly
and you dont like what you see
having all the fantasy with other women
going your eyes and desire after them
leaving my hopes inside the shells
under the tousand shells spread over the sand
they cover also my embarrasment

In the back of your mind,
that tinny moment you consider me
spot all the imperfections that complete my look
breaking the time, avoiding tenderness
just saying, dont want you anymore
And my heart breaks among the shells
want to drawn
get burn under the sun´s heat


You compare, dislike, figth battles
inside your head with all the doors closed
and the windows
without me, alone in the outside,
alone on the inside
sitting along with this small piece of men
who battles so badly to become bigger
to impress the world,
to enjoy his success alone without me


The sand is warm and this few hours are a picture
along aside someone that never share
so we share the silence anyway
I know I wont try to understand this swings of yours
The truth you hide from me
that Im held into this blindness
by the wall in between us
by those bricks that swallow my words
and the questions you never answer me back

is your world aside
the room is closed to me
you will always be angry
angry at the things i got to offer
my places, my tastes, my music jam

Its like you are passing time
awaiting hours before someting comming
someting bigger than me
that probably will bury me among your lost memories
Yet this sun afternoon of my life
I pretend I dont know
Im here for you,
sitting along the shells
diving my tears
into the tears from the ocean.

Flipping

Flipping me on the air
your scent made me walk your trace
under a witch craft, delusion
delusion

As if I were your life savior
delusion on you
How could this be?
there is no power 0n me
the kind of power you are believing

Im buying your charm
delusion on me,
you dont sell the enchantment Im believing
I let this happpen,
short disconnection, small oasis
through the mirror your scent tempting my senses
I cant resist,
Giving you the vision in your dreams
in a cynical way
Because I may already...gone bored
feeling like flying away
flipping another direction

silky swing of yours,
my delusion is to believe
there is some magic on you
thirty second delusion,
a tinny minute from a whole valentine´s day