Scape

witness,
watching all goes wrong
Oblivious to insults and adversity
impassive, unemotional
insensitive, so deprived
immortal yet so alike to a corp

commands, dutties
inhumanoid, becoming desensitized
automaton delivering obedience
void of sparkle
laugh off, sad.

scape, sweet escape
he escape to fight another day

Afterlife

Sing for me the song we heard once
lets pretend one more time we care each other, like then
when you lied the lie
I bought from your lips
crushing on me, faking that tender words

Lie after lie, I did change to adapt your ways
killing myself to fit the lie
knowing this chance might not be enjoyable
putting aside my warning signs,
I pulled the gun against my head and blew it

now, we are just exhausted
If you dream to get ride of this lifetime with me
so easy.

Near by your hand,
along aside your narrow promises, one step to go
finding another one, fresh meat to ease the pain
or that old one who never trusted your lies
a new beginning for an old newer journey

sad.
sweet and bitter,
sliding down my skin,
I didnt believe but that night
I bought the lie that buried me,
blinding myself with desperation
I suicide.
Im dead.

This is the afterlife
black confusion
a space for living without hopes
keepin on the living untruth
instead discovering who you are
reading that cold eyes of yours
without stare at them for real
living the afterlife safe way
not to find after all, my fears took place already
in the reality I figth to distort
to live my confusion,
to ignore, forget and forgive

I choose not to know who you are
the kind of men you shapes
master of the mistery and sorrow,
so far away of my kingdom
just kept playing lies,
lets drank together
Ill take the blame alone later
You gave me the smoking charming of yours and I flew
Its done.

lets play the fool again, and sing..
having oil and water, burning
It wasnt pleasant, It could have been
burned and creep from the very first time

This is my afterlife.