You know,
yesterday I went to the river shore
to wet my feet and feel the fresh air over the fields
green, brown, red, yellow as the season
and for a moment I realize It felt great
without you
You arent excitant
how can I explain it to you?
you dont know how to be fun anymore
you are a prisioner
you do, never think
you walk, always the same roads
you say, the same over and over
you are always mad with everyone
with everything
I just imagine, how it would be
to free myself again
what are my looses, what are my gains
i was about to throw my looses
dont care enough
to feel again I belong to life
To feel at last
I dont have to please anyone NEVER
that is my punishment
to all my pride seasons
God took my wings
and I learned...
But now, Im dying for it
to the fligths I cannot make
to the places I cannot visit
and because my reason is so stupid
you.
