Invisible among many

wherever I go, I pass like a breeze unnoticed
I keep stories behind my eyes
but they get saved in my heart,
someday for sharing with,
even know that day is far away to come.
Im a mute letter in a world of noises
a blank page for all people care

They look at me blended with landscape
The knowing hurts so badly but,
I can survive blowing with the wind
staring all, having a word with nobody
empty of messages,
forced to face curiosity in other than human eyes
Im the robinson crusoe without the island
and yet alone like him with the same questions.

I starved
My soul is starved
My hands are empty of friends greetings
My home seems to me so bigger without anyone to talk to
but my heart is hopeful and refuse to quit
There´s been so many years with the clock tickin
in despair for those ones are never there
and the curiosity has bitter and rotten
while thinking that maybe I belong to other world
and therefore Im destined to be that, invisible.

Real and surreal

Whats real, what is not
its a crazy old world
all the suden just cant believe the floor we are walking over
half of the time is real but the other is a mixture
between a dream and a nightmare

Its all shaking and crumbling
its the fear once again there is no safe place away to death
shes already there and you cant unplug yourself
detach your soul from your body to stop feeling
detach your thinking from your mind to stop reading everything around you
detach your eyes from the world you live in
Its not possible rip the heart and blow it away

its not possible to relax it will happen anytime again
next thing you know is you are not longer alive

Oh how I wonder why they find the time to stay careless
but sitting next to you and watch you get sicken
its my world shaking twice as the earth already moves
and Im desperately looking for a place to fly away
be able to remain without any care for anybody, anything

Most of all, I cant detach myself from you
watching you get sicken is my private hell where i sit and burn
providing things for you to get better,
in between prayers ,
in between silences and night walkings

bite to bite I finally detach myself from being me anymore.